| Hi Alisson. I'm Erica. We were in the program at the same time. I was in from 2001-2004. B-group. Did you by any chance have Ron June as a therapist? That essay "process" sounds like one of his methods. One of my friends from the Former F-Group had to do that. I was also puton sucide watch as an "arm's length" for accidently cutting my arm getting out of the shower. I felt so violated having to lift my armpits and legs and be watched showering. Counting off going through ever doorway, being worken up in the middle of the night to have the staff pull my arms out from under the covers becuase "my hands needed to be seen at all times". I still remember all those tapes word for word, I sepent 4 months in SH and one month in Iso. I am sorry you had to go through the torture we all endured there. I wouldn't wish a trip to CCM or any other WWASP on my worst enemy. |